The diary explains that Claudia Wolf had indeed heard of Alessa Gillespie's sacrifice, but didn't quite understand why it was done so soon. However, she'd love to see her god reborn as the god Alessa imagined, whom could also be born out of Dahlia's image of god, or just see her reborn at all.
From an unknown pastor, she receives a mythology book about how to awaken God, though she finds it too cruel and contemplates how she'll do it when she meets her.
She later reads about slavery, which she strongly dislikes, as she hates to be a bystander to anyone's pain.
She didn't die then; she was born.
I knew that for a fact.
But then why haven't I found her
yet? They were supposed to need
her power to build Paradise, for the
happiness of the people.
She was supposed to be reborn
I'd really like to see her.
Read "The Book of Praise."
I want to thank Father for lending me
such an invaluable book.
I found what I'd been searching for
in there -- how to awaken God.
But it's much too cruel.
Will I be able to pull it off when
I see her?
I was free all day, so I read "A
Modern History of Refugees" and
"Young Slaves: Child Exploitation."
I don't want to be a mere bystander
in this world. I can't do anything
now, though, and that's what's hard.